Morning dear Reader....Today I have nothing! My mind is completely blank! Does that ever happen to you? I have meditated to let my mind wander and come up with a subject to talk to you about.....Nothing! It must be the rain....It's been raining now for days and I am completely over it.....Everything is damp and dark and depressing.....
The damp has seriously penetrated my brain and wiped it blank! I am amazed, because normally I can rave on for hours but, today, nothing! The puppies haven't even provided any fodder for me because they are just sleeping all the time.....They won't go outside because it's raining and so dark they just sleep.....except if I move...then, they follow me around like little sheep....I call them my
entourage! Sweet puppies! So, nothing from them!
I have also been trying to come up with a theme for my next series of drawings! Nothing! I am all a blank there as well......Maybe my brain is overloaded! Maybe I should have come up with another category in my blog "Ah the Memories" 7/2/13. Maybe I should have come up with "Blank Brain", the mode where nothing happens.....no ideas, no thoughts, no bloody nothing!
Maybe all the demon drink, the chocolate and the exercise, that is killing me, has finally caught up with me and my brain has gone into hibernation.....Yes, that's it! It's saying, "Enough! Can't take anymore Julie!.....Stop!.....Can't think! Too much happening and I'm shutting down!" I say, "Wait Brain, I don't want you to shut down....I have too much I want to do!" Brain says, "Exactly my point!"
Well, while I am having this conversation with my own brain, I realise that I am going completely and utterly stark raving mad! What do you think? Do you ever have a conversation with your own brain? Is it a rational thing? Is it normal? Actually, I have never been accused of being normal? A bit looney, crazy, eccentric, and weird are just some of the adjectives that have been thrown about and at me.....I just tell people that it's nice to have a little bit of craziness because you're mad if you don't! So I will continue to wonder if I am indeed normal and I will also keep having weird conversations with my own brain! But, at the moment, I still have nothing!
Anyway I just wanted to write to you today and apologise for having nothing to talk to you about! Maybe tomorrow my brain will come out of it's self-imposed hibernation and I can get on with it....Meanwhile I just have to sit around, do and think nothing! xoxox
Hi, At 59 I am just finding my feet in the world...So exciting! I have learnt a lot over the years.....gone from being extremely hard up to living a very comfortable life and loving every single minute of it.......My boys are grown up and living good lives themselves and I am so proud of them.......I have the best husband in the world (most of the time anyway....hahaha) and I have 3 dogs who I just adore and they adore me...... I try to live by my motto ......"Be like the sun....let your warmth shine through always"